Connecting

It's becoming obviously more and more of a need to see each other online. One of our favorite ways is go onto skype but mostly Yahoo messenger. It's interesting how much I'm more content with not having to see each other like she does, I mean she reacts and treats me much more nicely, as if her soul is at ease. I don't mind as much I guess because I like the idea of bonding through just words, becoming mentally close and not into just the physical aspect....instead she'll love me on how I am and how I think. However I think it's good to actually get to see each other on a cam for the distance feels less and less that way. It's way more closer feeling the having to talk onto the phone or text, kinda one step closer then the rest of communication to have that feeling of almost touching each other.
So as a nice person : 3 for all you long distance lovers Please go onto: Skype.com and download it for an easy way to webcam!
Also Yahoo.com...yahoo has an awesome thing inside your mail area where it keeps records of also your conversations. I love it! x ) its an easy way to look back at conversations! Ahhh how i love yahoo, even though the quality of the cam can be less as great as Skypes but at the same times easier to connect to then skype...I'm not sure why.
A site that you can also go ahead and start caming on with out downloading is Tinychat.com Check it out if you cannot download stuff such as yahoo or skype. All you do is make a user profile, make a room, private it, and then lastly get your sweetheart on it! In fact that was the places I first saw my gf on cam! <3 and I instantly fell in love. The images are nice, and not blurry and connects way easier then the two you have to download. However the site itself can be faulty or so forth and I feel like on yahoo or skype it feels more private to me.
Now I'm sure there might be more places you can go and see your sweetheart online, but right now that's mainly what I use and know are very decent and great to get connected with my partner. Ahh how I love to give information to people. x3 in fact I should make a "Do you need help with your Lover?!" site and then take questions ;3 and help people and give answers or some decent advice. For I feel like I've been through it all...have I? Probably not, but I can relate, since i have a very expanded imagination and I know how to relate with how you might feel...after all I am very emotional and human. Haha even ask my girl friend...nah don't ask her.
Anyways...enough with my babel! See you next time readers!

Loving someone is always hard...

As hard as it gets, I think nothing is harder then keeping a long distance relationship going. There is so much you can't do, and probably no one has much of an idea what to do when it comes to having distance in your way. Also my main problem is the whole being in another Country! I thought someone 2 hours away was horrible! But another Country?! Whenever I look at flights to want to know how much to save for the future the huge zeros always kills me. Now if I ever get the money to go visit the person I'm in love I'm going to be amazed, specially since I only lived in a middle lower class family. You know the ones that barely pay for a house and then rely on government to help pay for food? Yeah and now that I've seen the numbers I'm puzzled and upset, thinking how am I ever going to get this money? I have no income, since getting a job is hard in this city, whatever money i get for college might be used up on food and rent money to keep at my roommates house, since you know living in a place isn't for free. Sooo, i have no idea what to do. Yet, I'm trying my best to get onto my feet and work to be with the person I am in love with the most. So I hope I get some good writing done and all my feelings out onto this blog, and I hope my readers love it!