Stayed up too long

When you want and miss someone, sometimes its sounds like a good idea to go ahead and stay up because a few hours for them they're out of work but its midnight for you already. So its not too bad? You miss them too much to take the change of not getting up early enough to talk to them when they get out...BUT I have to say its better to accidentally to sleep in now then to stay up and feel like your brain is going to crash. You get grumpy (at least me) and then you can't even stay up that long to even talk to them before you're dying for the bed. I ended up getting off in an hour of talking, I even also took some words wrong because I couldn't read and process things correctly....making me feel like she was upset or was irritated with me. Haha, soo when I finally got up today and talked to her some more I was happy I got my rest. My attention span is even longer and also I could hold a conversation way better. Oh yeah and by the way my lady is a day ahead and well to calculate her time it takes to adding and then changing the am to pm....so when she gets up its the middle of the day for me and my night time is the middle of the day for her. Then when i get up she has to get ready for bed! So right when its the middle of the day she gets up, rushes to work, and spends a few minutes talking to me until she gets into areas like buses full of people. Then when she enters her building she spends the rest of my day and night working, so when I get up early she's finally going or in bed starting to get ready to sleep. So I have to make sure since I don't have work right now I need to go ahead and sleep at the right time and if I don't I panic wondering "WHY DID I DRINK COFFEE!!!" For I could miss a day of her and worse of all if I can't go back right away to my sleep schedule then it ends up a little cycle of me not getting up the right time. So I get very upset sometimes and sometimes my solution is not very smart.
Okay enough of that conversation. I'm already getting sleepy. So I'm off to my house to sleep so I can get up early to see my wonderful lady.
Night night Or...Good day Readers!

Finally Internet~!

Okay so I have been gone for awhile huh? Well, just when I decided I wanted to make a website, two days later into it my Internet goes down. Yeah it was no fun! Think about it, sitting on the couch all day with no phone, no access to the Internet, and worst of all NO way to reach my love. I'm surprised I went with almost weeks with out it. Finally....On my journey to have a good Fourth of July I get to spend the night at a friends house who is nice to lend me her other laptop.
Of course while time went by my two best friends let me give my girl friend some sort of message through them that I was still alive. However I became a little more chubby from being sad and hardly eating anything since my roommates ate too much food, and usually forgot that they left me starving. Ha ha! However I conquer most of the days with a few notes I started to write. Passing the time in agony with love letters...or just letters about what I was doing, how my day was, and the things that I kept thinking about while I couldn't talk to my partner. Ended up in a tiny little envelop now ready to be shipped off to my Lover in a Different Country! I'm excited even thought it cost me probably three dollars. He he, but I hope she loves it. After all I put a lot of things from my heart. I even wrote a Poem and a list of things I missed/loved about her and what I thought about most while she was away. It made me also reflect on how much I learned about her from the time I met her. She use to get upset knowing that I forgot her birthday the first time she told me....I'm very forgetful and I decided to even once make a folder on my computer putting all her information like what her brothers names were to her favorite color! Yep, I wanted to memorise it all. I never had to before, then again I hardly even care...sadly to say. I wasn't much on the whole idea of knowing someone and getting close to them until I met someone who mattered.
Anyways I'm getting sleepy and I can't stop thinking of my love and how she's online right now but at work. Taking forever to text me, while I'm getting more tired. I need to stay up..SO I'm going to list ideas for good dating ideas and games for long distance relationships! So Please go ahead and read that and have a nice Happy Fourth Of July Day After! If...anyone is reading this thingy!